Beautiful Wreck: Sex, Lies & Suicide

"A deeply personal account of the difficulties faced by people suffering from mental illness...Schroeder's brutally honest memoir reveals the extraordinary effort required to take control of one's mental and emotional health." -Publishers Weekly

"I highly recommend this candid memoir, particularly for Schroder's strong voice that successfully balances life's darkest moments with humor." -Persephone Magazine

"...a raw, powerful exposure of one woman's life. Stephanie is incapable of dissimulation...her honesty is arresting, convincing and always winning. You truly care about her on the page and in her life. I was mesmerized, and you will be too."
- JOSEPH AMIEL, author of A Question of Proof and Birthright 

"Written with humor, insight, perception, courage--a much needed
work from a talented writer." 
- JOAN NESTLE, activist, archivist & author of A Restricted Country and A Fragile Union

"The memoir is now de rigeur, a rite of passage for middle-aged writers. To make one's story stand out, it must stand up--to scrutiny, to deconstruction, to other people's revisionism. Beautiful Wreck stands up--it's the raw, honest, balls out (ovaries out?), in-your-face lesbian version of James Frey's A Million Little Pieces without the lying and posturing. Schroeder takes us, in real time and retrospectively, on the trip through "comfort suicide"--the belief that death can be an answer to depression. She explicates how normative emotional pain so severe it makes you want to die can become. Fortunately, three attempts with no success were the charm; that dark round-trip down the river Styx brings Schroeder back irrevocably to life at its deepest, fullest and most inspirational. This is what survival is, and Schroeder lays it bare."
-VICTORIA A. BROWNWORTH, award-winning author, Too Queer: Essays from a Radical Life and Coming Out of Cancer

"A riveting and painfully honest account, Beautiful Wreck not only demonstrates the importance of humor and perseverance in the face of mental illness, but also affirms the power of self-reinvention."
-KAITLIN BELL BARNETT, author of Dosed: The Medication Generation Grows Up

"Brave and relentless, a courage to do it all that astounds one. To write it all down. But that is what I have come to expect from Stephanie Schroeder. I have known her some 25 years and watched what she has done with her life: journalism, law; wonderful what she has been through; to hell and back again. A survivor. Always with a sense of humor, a jauntiness that says to hell with ordinary opinion."
-KATE MILLETT, author of Sexual Politics

Stephanie Schroeder is a queer feminist writer, mental health advocate, and activist for social and economic justice. Her erotic fiction has been included in Up All Night: Adventures in Lesbian Sex, Hot & Bothered: Short, Short Fiction on Lesbian Desire, volumes 3 & 4, and others. She was also an original reviewer for Erotic New York: The Best Sex in the City. Schroeder's political essays have been anthologized in the queer classic, That's Revolting: Queer Strategies for Resisting Assimilation and Here Come the Brides: Reflections on Lesbian Love and Marriage. She is currently a Contributing Editor at Curve Magazine. Her journalism can also be found in GO Magazine, on Shewired.com and Lesbian Life at About.com. Stephanie Schroeder is based in Brooklyn, New York. Beautiful Wreck is her first book